WRITER’S DILEMMA
I discovered this ONE big issue.

I logged into my Medium account last month, expecting to see the usual earnings notification that would put a smile on my face.
Writing has always been more about passion than profit, but seeing my words turn into something tangible – a deposit in my bank account – was undeniably satisfying.
But this time, the number staring back at me was shockingly low so low that it didn’t even hit USD 10.
That meant no payout for the month.
My earnings would roll over into the next cycle. A wave of frustration hit me, and I asked myself, “What went wrong?”
The Drop in Numbers: What Happened?
It wasn’t long before I pinpointed the stark difference between my previous months of success and this dismal performance.

I had been actively engaging in a Facebook group tailored for Medium writers for a few months.
The concept was simple: reciprocal engagement. You read my article, I’ll read yours. You clap for my work, I’ll return the favour. It was a well-oiled machine of give-and-take.
And, for a while, it worked.
My stats soared – views, reads, claps, and comments flooded in.
My writing was reaching more people, and the monthly payouts reflected that. But deep down, something didn’t sit right with me.
Why I Stopped Reciprocal Engagement

The truth is, I hated it.
I hated the transactional nature of it all.
Writing is deeply personal for me. It is a way to share my thoughts, experiences, and ideas with others who genuinely connect with them.
But this system of engagement felt like cheating the process.
Why should I clap for articles I had no interest in reading? Why should I leave comments that weren’t authentic to play along?
Eventually, the dissonance became too much.
I stepped back from the group and chose to focus on reading and writing based on my interests and instincts.
No more forced claps. No more insincere comments.
I felt liberated, but it came at a cost.
The moment I stopped participating in reciprocal engagement, the numbers on my Medium dashboard plummeted.
Views dried up. Reads were scarce. Claps and comments? A rare sight.
And, of course, the earnings followed suit.
Wrestling with the Frustration

Seeing my earnings nosedive was disheartening.
It wasn’t just about the money – it was the validation that came with it.
When your writing generates income, it feels like a stamp of approval, a sign that your work matters.
Watching that income drop feels like rejection, even if you know its real reason.
I couldn’t help but wonder: Was my writing not good enough? Did I depend too much on these artificial boosts?
My rational side knew the answers, but the emotional side still stung.
Returning to Authenticity

Despite the frustration, I’m standing by my decision.
Writing has to feel real. It has to come from a place of honesty, not obligation.
I’ve decided to stick to my natural rhythm – writing when inspiration strikes and engaging with articles that interest me.
Will my earnings recover? I don’t know.
But I’d rather have a smaller, more genuine audience than inflate my stats through insincere tactics.
I want readers who connect with my stories, not readers who feel obligated to clap because I clapped for theirs.
Looking Ahead

This month feels like a fresh start.
I’m curious to see what happens when I leave behind the shortcuts and focus solely on authentic engagement.
Will the numbers bounce back, or will they stay low?
Either way, I’m ready to embrace the journey – writing isn’t just about the destination or the paycheck at the end of the month.
It’s about staying true to yourself and your voice.
Let’s see where this path takes me.


























